Truth

I smoke and drink too much, this will be the death of me.

In my bed

Lately I've been hanging with this girl I did a video shoot with and she's really cool. I don't know what to do. We hang out, we get high, we go out, we watch movies, and she stays over quiet a bit. I think she's hot as hell and it makes it real hard to sleep next to her. I'm pretty she's not into me in a physical way anyways, I kind of get that vibe from her and the I don't, I really think she's a tease. She's young and I'm old, and that normally doesn't bug me but this time it's different. Still I look at her sometimes and I want to kiss her. I'm really confused.....Should I try or is she a tease? These are the questions that plague my mind.