the last couple weeks

The last couple weeks have been kind of weird. I've been party a lot with my roommate Mel and god damn I think she hot,this is going to end badly. We have been going out drinking like every night and its been fun I haven't felt like this in a long time. I rarely ever get really "into" a girl most the time I'm like lets fuck and then I'm over it, but Mel is something else I'm always stoked to hang with her, talk, drink, or just go out to eat. I think I'm becoming a pussy, my father warned me about this.