Truth

I smoke and drink too much, this will be the death of me.

In my bed

Lately I've been hanging with this girl I did a video shoot with and she's really cool. I don't know what to do. We hang out, we get high, we go out, we watch movies, and she stays over quiet a bit. I think she's hot as hell and it makes it real hard to sleep next to her. I'm pretty she's not into me in a physical way anyways, I kind of get that vibe from her and the I don't, I really think she's a tease. She's young and I'm old, and that normally doesn't bug me but this time it's different. Still I look at her sometimes and I want to kiss her. I'm really confused.....Should I try or is she a tease? These are the questions that plague my mind.

a fucked up night with Tup

coming soon...
Tup and I start drinking at 4:00pm. " She's playing hard ball"

dinner and sex

coming soon....
Megan is a friend of mine

The Kyleen story

Ever been cock blocked by a girl you slept with? Ok so I had been fucking this girl Kyleen we are good friends and still are to this day, we're fucking but not a lot but a couple times. She is the kind of girl that is really fucking hot at like midnight, but waking up next the morning is kind of rough. I'm always a little confused and startled when I wake up next to her. Well the other night she pulled the classic cock block. This girl Emily was at my bar the other night and we were hitting it off, chatting, and such. Kyleen is out that night and I see her partying and I don't think anything of it, she's normally cool and doesn't fuck with me. This night she got me good. It's getting close to closing time and I'm still chatting with Emily and I've been focus on her most of the night. Kyleen keeps walks up to us and loud enough to hear keeps saying shit to me and about fucking me. She says it so much and so loud Emily finally leaves and it's now closing time and Kyleen drunk as fuck walks up and gives me the finger and leaves. I can only think one thing... Well played bitch.

a couple months back

So when I left off last I had just broke up with the roomie and I didn't want to go out for her birthday but all my friends were so I figured I might as well. We started at Ned's with some beers and shots. We got a limo and headed downtown. We started at the Carpet I believe, I remember we walk in and I didn't have to pay the cover cause I know everyone down there,and for the three months Mel and me had been going down there together and she hasn't paid either. That night I was piss about the split and I walk in solo and she had to pay I loved it, it was a nice little stab to start the night off.
I was drinking heavy that as you can imagine Headliners,Rumplemintz,and maybe some Whiskey. I walked around drinking and not really hanging with the group, just kind of doing my own thing. I did hang out with Don and his wife to be, I had just met them through Ned about a month earlier and I wanna say they might have proposition me for a threesome. I not sure things were getting pretty fucked up by now.
We got back in the limo and everyone wanted to go to the Horse, I know I didn't want to go I even think I might I walked and not took the limo cause I did not want party for Mel's birthday. I walk down to the Horse and get a drink nd this gorgeous girl walks up to me and starts talking to me. She knows me she called me Chad and can't think of where I've meet her berfore but she look really familiar.

to talk about in the future

I have lot of things that have happened to me in the past months and I just haven't had the time to talk or type about them. New job, new girl and new parties. so give some time and I will have them up soon.
Thanks.